Dear Diary, How’s it goin? I’ve been doing my little dance of dipping my toes in the depression and anxiety pools back n forth a bit. I think it goes in line with all of the usual, typical situations that arise in my life. I’ve caught myself feeling a little sorry for myself and that’s […]
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And the awkward award goes toooo….
Dear Diary, This past week I had a little break down. I had a rough day at work and I really wanted to just go grab a drink with a friend and decompress. Sadly, I realized I didn’t have anyone to go grab a drink with me. That was the cherry on top. Tears flowing […]
Social Anxiety
This picture was from when I finally arrived in my new home back on the east coast of the country. Southernmost east coast. I don’t often take selfies anymore-but i came across this one lol my friend @jennywakenbake posted some reflective thoughts on social media recently & it got me thinking too. For being such a […]
6 Reasons Why Everyone Should be a Cheerleader
Everyone should be a cheerleader! I know that might sound silly at first, coming from a blonde bubbly woman in her 20s, but I’m not talking about short skorts & pom poms! I did the literal cheerleader gig once when I was in 5th grade-it wasn’t my thing. I wanted to start embracing my feminine […]
Be hot!
After years of modeling and going through different phases of life and styles and understandings of myself, I’ve come to realize that there’s two ways to live life: hot or not. And I think the grass is much greener when you’re hot. I feel like being hot has gotten such a bad rap over the […]
The Doll’s Diary
The Doll’s Diary. (Not to be confused with the doll’s dairy-which, hopefully, is nonexistent because I’m lactose intolerant, as are most humans.) I’ve decided to start this new segment of blogging where I’m kinda spilling my thoughts and pouring my heart out. Through the various “self-help” seminars and books and other means of absorption, I’ve […]
Shoot with @portraits.by.edsger!
Had such a fantastic time shooting with Edsger last week!!! Headshot shoot turned beauty shoot turned into fun high energy active shoot! So excited to post of all these on instagram eventaully but here are some favorites all at once now!
Let’s get real.
What the hell is going on in my life? What the hell am I doing with my life? Am I moving??? Are we even going to actually have a wedding? What am I procrastinating on in order to write this blog? (because it’s obviously something) What fears and silly habits have I grown out of? […]
New Year, New me. Duh.
JK it’s the same old me. Just with new goals! It’s January 2021 & I’m excited for a fresh start! Here we go: 1. Take time for me in the mornings & evenings & whenever i want/need to 2. The Sustainable Blonde weekly posts/reviews 3. Podcast-Love, Earthlings weekly posts 4. Complete “High heels and ponytails” […]
‘Copper Poppy’ lip balm/tint by Nudi
There is a low-waste store with amazing products here in Long Beach called BYO Long Beach. Actually there’s 2 locations! You’ll hear/read me talk about them a lot because I love them! At BYO Downtown, I got my first 100% biodegradable plastic-free lip tint by Nudi in the shade ‘copper poppy.’ Admittedly, I was originally […]